Sunday, July 11, 2004
hehs before i continue.. just writing some of the feelings and thoughts i had kzz.. okay, wanna say thanx to those who are concerned.. those who maybe cared yahs.. hmm i knew that jinli and kh are going steady now from jian in msn .. and then.. like sort of many people asking.. "you not sad ars..?" heyhey look there, i'm NOT a bit upset or unhappy norhs..kzz.. i swear.. & i think many still have not gone into the situation yett.. ever since i break up with him.. i already sort of no feeling le bahs.. but he kept telling others and others that he still like me alort..? ya. and some people THINK that i also like him too..! but its just one-sided love okie.. i'm not being mean..but its the fact that he likes me doesn't mean i like him lors.. perhaps friends or bros & sis will be a better choice that time.. forget it. mistake mahs.. he n i were just two different worlds of people.. and, eileen mei asked me on msn *suddenly* whether i still like him anortz.. i said that i have no feelings le.. even asked her to help me tell him to give up cuz i wanted to concentrate on my studies + asked him go find other gurlz.. and i got the news today that he went on steady.. what does that mean? i don't know.. butt vic was just suggesting that.. oh that.. i can't say sorry. so whether ishh people concerned or purposely thought that i would be upset because of they together, you're ABSOLUTELY wrong!.. come on i'm not that desperate okay. and by the way one is my di the other my mei.. so wish them the best kzz from my true heart..and i'm now already very contented with my friends around me..:D
Back to my daily life.. flu getting better yahs.. yippees =D butt so sadd.. today cannot go have pizza treat with *da sh* & loadz.. sorry yahs.. hmm also can't go to play lan or pool with eng chiang,jy,yj they all norhs.. so sadd.. :( but really cannot larx cuz flu haven't okay yet plus there so cold norhs.. sorry ya too.. then played gunbound norhs.. played with jian,vic,kt,ky bla ba.. erm still gort what ars.. oh i created another new blog for my friends and myself.. is to post the things we done, happiness,sadness,joys or sorrows.. what we did together sorties.. now jian joined le.. some say anything but i don't want mahs.. cuz i want people who really wants to blog in kzz.. hehs :D
Just now went to the doctor.. flu getting worse.. 2 days mc.. but i think i will miss out alort norhs.. if really i tomorrow okay le then i go school norhs cuz i don't want to miss my lessons yahs.. see i so good gurlgurl wors.. hehes proud yahs.. tonight had steamboat.. *yummy* it was truly fully nicees cann..? the soup, the rice, the ingredients.. wah sehs.. don't know why today suddenly gort steamboat .. forget it. and by the way.. i watched the NKF show okie.. haiz those children sooo very pitiful u know.. i was crying when the show showed their biography of their sickness.. :'( cried real hard.. we're so damn xing fu lors.. but we don't appreciate it.. heys LOOK AT THOSE SICKLY CHILDREn.. they needed a normal life,like us.. a happy, contented life.. but what about us..? we are happy enough.. but we just DON'T appreciate.. we wanted more.. can't we just be like those children..? its like that de.. they are VERY KE LIAn lehs.. so i & my dad dialled the numbers norhs.. dialled quite loadz kzz.. cuz i fully supported the program cann.. they are in need of our help.. we must do whatever we can to help.. :D
No much time to left.. gonna finish my homework okie.. saying bye for now.. hoping tomorrow i will be able to go school.. plus shuzhen is coming to my house after school to research on the history thing lo.. buai~
-jian & yj- thanx fer ya concern.. i m fine.. :p
-vic- i knew its hard to forget her.. but try to.. or you will be suffering only.. Hearts'll gt broken; u cant hide bhind a wall 4eva.1 day, juz lk any other day, sum1'll cum along & slip his/her way into ur heart.u may fight it "kickin & screamin" but it'll happen.Enjoy it; treasure it.& afterwards wen it's over, bcoz it'll end,u'll cry,u'll gt hurt,& u'll nvr b the same again.Bcoz evry1 tt crosses ur path in life'll change u or brin out a certain part of u.Grow & learn from it.. anyway,its just part of our teenz life yahs.. so smile.. :D
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