Saturday, July 17, 2004
Blogged for yesterday and now for today onez.. alright. today woke up around 8 bahs.. called shuzhen wanting to ask her today's band time.. opps i forgot she went to school for her reap.. hahas.. so forgetful sia.. and then called -man- ask norhs.. she says it 9.45am.. so i went to sleep for half an hour more.. like that also shuang..? hahas.. and then da sh called asked want to meet at the lang gao there.. anything niahs.. gosh gonna be late cuz i always do things very slow sia.. then my dad fetched me there norhs.. angeline was there le and then da sh came.. we went into the school first wait for -man- norhs.. saw stella and shuzhen nias.. ate a bit of breakfast and then we went up band le wors..
In the band really very sian.. plus madd too.. we were asked to go sectional at campus two mahs.. so we went.. to one of the classrooms norhs.. that jasmine ek!! argh* hate her mann.. what kind of sectional leader norhs.. act only.. she don't know how to teach de lehs.. plus the score also don't know how to read need to write down notes some more..! in the end is i teaching them plus jasmine ek norhs.. she was like putting an act infront of the teachers like she very good like that.. but always ask me how to blow bla bla.. haiz.. and i can't stand her .. neither do yulanda and belinda.. so we walked around.. don't care her.. plus i already know how to play le mahs.. her attitude damn suki norhs.. wa kaox.. think she very big sia.. " After you all cleaned your instruments you all can start pratising your skills first.. " kaoz ehs.. me so fed up i just walked out infront of her norhs.. she thinks she is that great mehs.. *PUI* ars.. liek shit sia.. infront of the Yusof drum major action so much.. so angry norhs.. suan le.. expected it..
After Band.. Went to play awhile of basketball and then we, a whole big group went out heading to fajar for the match norhs.. we reached there.. they all training.. and then we sit there chat norhs.. Xiong Huo also training niahs.. then match started.. at first quite smoothly de.. but don't know why suddenly lag liao.. the miss alot of chances.. then in the end they lost.. haiz don't give up kzz.. try again can.. its just a match.. but i also know must take time to get over it mahs.. you all already try your best le lars.. don't blame yourself le.. kanbate wors.. ;) we were cheering for them all the way norhs.. at the end hors.. they were like.. the score pulling further and further.. then da sh like sort of :@ or :( norhs.. she turned to the soccer side.. then let her cool down norhs.. she go walk walk with stella.. then me and man continued watching.. was so anxious for them.. kept praying.. i scared its my fault lars.. that time i joking say xiong huo lose.. haha.. that was to suan them only.. haiz.. never mindd..
We played there norhs.. then went home.. bathed.. made my blog more fancy norhs.. and then post this blog nia.. plus just chatted online with people nia.. comfort...
Die lars..how.. i scared i really fall in love with him le.. why ar.. why i gort the feelings ar..? i also don't know why lehs.. last time also no this kind of feeling de lehs.. just found out recently only sia.. haiz..how lehs.. am i gonna hide it forever..? i don't know.. i don't want to know either.. haiz haiz.. God please help me.. but i also gort feeling he also like me like that lehs.. but maybe is i too bhb le bahs.. haiz never mind.. also must say sorry to another guy.. i really cannot be with you.. if your are seeing this.. just wanna tell you.. i'm very sorry.. i only gort good friends feelings with you only.. nothing more.. hope you can understand.. please give up.. no point saying you will wait for maybe years.. its impossible de lars.. go find a gurl who truly likes you.. so sorry to hurt you yesterday by telling you we can only be friends.. love so fann.. haiz blogging off ..
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